The day has finally come!

It's midnight, the eve before we go in to get this event underway and of course I can't sleep. However, my husband is upstairs right now snoring away! I've wanted this day to come for so long and now I think I'm having a minor heart attack. I'm not nervous about being a mom what so ever, I'm not over whelmed by the exhaustion I am soon facing, I'm not even worried about the adjustment of having a new born at home. BUT... I am panicking about the severe pain I am about to experience.
At this point most woman resort back to being little girls and are asking for their mom's. But I want the one person who I know can make me feel secure and calm...
I want my daddy:-(
Growing up, I was very accident prone. Always had some sort of a stomach ache, sore throat, or a twisted ankle! And even though the mere sight of a needle can send my dear old dad straight to his knees he was the one who always took me to the doctor or E.R. He would hold my hand, cheer me on when I had to drink some nasty medicine, and play with all of the instruments in the room to make me laugh so I wouldn't think about why we were there in the first place. Even when I was practically on my death bed with my stomach split open for two weeks, he was with me everyday making me laugh, sneaking me milk shakes, and even pouring a quarter of my barium down the sink for me and telling the nurse I drank it, just so I wouldn't have to suffer anymore! My poppy has always been my comfort blanket when I have been in pain and I'm going to admit I secretly wish he was w/ me tomorrow. Although I'm sure Kendal will do an amazing job holding my hand and telling me everything will be okay, he has never been a witness to me when I have been in severe pain or feeling super ill! I'm afraid he's going to think he married a devil woman! lol! He will do great! I just want my dad to know I wish he was with me too and I can only hope Kennedy will have the same kind of relationship with Kendal that I have with my daddy! Well, I suppose I should go try to get some rest, next time ya'll read this I'LL BE A MOMMY!
Love to all:-) Especially you grandpa!!!!!